Yesterday was a really great day. I woke up with a good amount of rest. Then I went to registration and saw some kids which was fun just hanging out talking before school, cause its about to start. Then I hung out at Bryans with Travis playing Final Fantasy 9. I still don't know what I think about them cause I do still like Zelda 80 times more. Then I hunged out with Mara Lee and Elaine. They were telling me about some good advice with the ladies. It's always fun to talk to them. After that It was my friend KVL's birthday. So I went there and eat a lot of cake. Next we went to the show at GameWorks which was such a great night. We got to play free video games all night long. Travis and I beat two games. Man that was such a good time. Set In Miles played such a good show and it was fun when I was hitting the symbol with Ken. Then we hung out afterwards. All in all it was fun.  ¶ 3:21 PM 0 Comments

  This summer has been absolutly nuts. I mean I can say that I've accomplished a lot. There is still goals in my head that I want to conquer which I know I will cause I am who I say I am and if I wasn't why would I say I am. In a way I'm looking forward to my senior year. I wish that Daniel would go there cause that would be the best time ever. School is one year away before I have to start doing something with my life and it is quite scary. Honestly I have no idea of what I want to do. I want to do something with music. I've said this in past entrys but i really want to. Steve was telling me about this school that is in Tempe that teaches a lot about recording. That to me seems like that's what I should do. It would be cool if steve was there with me cause me and him like music. Although our favorites out different we still like same bands. How cool would that be to have small time bands coming to you to record all their hard work on a cd.That too me is amazing. Hes talking about taking a year off from school getting a 7-3 job. I was thinking that I should take some music classes at UofA or something like that. I just need to start thinking about it and looking into it.

Last year I met so many new friends. It's so great to have so many friends. With me though it seems like every girl at CDO that I meet already nows me as "Matt" not as whose that kid over there. "Want to make out?" Yeah that doesn't happen at all. I need to go crusing the mall with David so we can pick up chicks that don't know me. I mean I love all the girls that i'm friends with but it seems that's all it ever is while everyone around me girls see them differently. Oh well it's only High School I got my whole life ahead of me.  ¶ 3:36 PM 0 Comments

  I finally got the new starting line cd. I love it. I mean I really do. I do own two copies of it. That's it for now.  ¶ 6:10 PM 0 Comments

  10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1....

This is when I explode.
Where will I lie when I die?
Comforting words?
Without the arms. It never Existed.
Eighteen.
Standing bare foot.
Mixed Nights. Fixed Flights.   ¶ 12:50 AM 0 Comments

  Well that was fun. Alright I found a new hobby. I don't think it's that good of a hobby but I like it. It's called pipe tobacco. It's not something I do enough to get addicted but I like it. Just so people know.

What a feat that went down today, All the bro's really sorry that no girls could go I felt bad but like Meg Ryan said the godfather must be a guy thing. Well anyways we started to watch at about 240pm and ended at 1130 pm. It was quite a time. We all pulled threw.

I don't have too much on my mind right now except me being mad at drive thru records. I'm not sure If i'm completly mad yet though.

That's all.  ¶ 2:44 AM 0 Comments

  Why has the summer brought so many new friends? I mean honestly it's the best thing that can happen to anyone. There is so many new kids that I have meet over this summer. It just proves that nothing but good things are going to happen as I become a senior at C.D.O. I have so many good images of what's going to happen next year. I mean good times in classes. New friends. New crushes of the girl who sits across the room. Getting nervous when you walk by her. Looking forward to the weekend and the weekend fun. Trying new things. Learning. Going to shows. Going to parties. Meeting up with new girls that will remember my name. Meeting a girl who doesn't know me as Matt Ritzel already. Going out to lunch. Ditching school. Ahh so many good times our a head of us. It's going to be tough though since part of out crew is heading off to college to start thier lives. It's crazy if you think about it. I mean it's scary. Kind of like Detroit. It seems to me that things will happen when they go off to college. It is the same is what happened with Anguiz. I mean I hate to say that happened there but that's what is going to happen. So i'll I can do is enjoy the time I have now with them. That's why every night this summer has been hanging with the bros. Cause it's the best place that you can be in. I really think so. Why is it that freshmen girls like younger guys when there is guys like me. Hey amy if you read this. Which hopefully you do your a great girl and even though I don't know you. Even though I do don't get me wrong. Your cool is hell. I mean it's funny how we know each other but I think it's cool that I can talk to you about anything. Just wanted to thank you. Late nights when I get home I usully get on just to see if you our on. I mean some people think it's lame. You are the only person I can talk to who doesn't know any of the crap that goes on. I mean i tell you and you get it right away none of that bullshit. Well thanks amy. One day. And if some nights i dont talk much it's nothing. What else can I talk about?? Hmmm...... Oh yeah this summer I have become lazy. Not in a sense of me not doing stuff but from finding music. I used to go online for hours trying to find new bands. Now I got lazy and just been listening to what brought me to liking music. There is no better cd to me then nothing gold can stay. Nothing will ever change that. I mean it makes me happy. There is no baggage on that cd. None. While some cd's of mine of baggage that remind of people. Some good and some bad. It's wierd how that works out. I know a friend that can't even listen to certain cd's because of a girl. That's the worst. I mean Music before Girls? NO. That's why when your with a girl you let them choose what to listen to. Cause if a cd gets tainted the same fun you once had with that cd goes to the cd holder where all it will do it look you in the face. I suggest that everyguy out there have some kind of emergency cd. There for certain situations for when the time comes *wink* you can pull out a rap/hip-hop mix and not worry about ruining you cd. But also the hard part is if you like this girl so much and you want them to hear your favorite records then that my friend is your choice. By the way i don't speak from experience. If it does happen i'll be prepared. I also have given up soda for a while. I realized that I was drinking so much soda and I know it can't be good for me. I'm going to go one month at a time. This is to see how long and to test my self control. I think I have good self control. Well I'm going to go try to beat a level that i've been stuck on for a while. Sorry about all the rambling.  ¶ 2:31 AM 0 Comments

  Alright I'm going to get all emotional and all that good stuff on this one.

Thanks to all these kids who has helped me be who I am today. (No particulur order) There's girls too but that will be for a different day.

Bryan
Tyler
Travis
Mike (not you don't get excited)
Daniel
Steve
David "Fucking" Siebold
Jason
Craig
Larkin
Danny
John
Adam
Seldon
Ryan
Dan
Tony
Jake
Anquiz
Nick
Darren
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  Waped Tour was awesome. From the anticipation of knowing that it was going to be hot as hell up in the hizzy. I knew it would come out to be fun. There were so many bands that turned out to put on a good show even in the heat. The best show by far was the startingline. There so good. That's the second time i saw them and it keeps on getting better. As well with some other bands. The best was when I saw Third Strike. They were so good. I had such a good time. I also met up some Kuz and Tony. Brad and Hunter and some other people that I recognized. It was fun and so was the hotel.  ¶ 4:10 PM 0 Comments

  Goodbye...  ¶ 2:45 PM 0 Comments