Summer is underway and nothing but some good times have happened. Of course there was one incident that concerns me but what should we hear first? Alright I will start with the bad news. Alright so I go to this party last night after not being able to make it to a show and things were going well. THis one girl that I have some great admiration for and so much love kind of did something she will regret, physically. She started out drinking some drinks and then she took 3 pills of some sort. She did this without telling anyone. She did say she was going to take one thou. So I guess the night life was fun with her and all that crazy stuff while your drinking your drinks. I mean from my knowledge of this i knew it wasn't a good idea at all. I mean I was wondering what was going to happen. So she goes home. I can't sleep at all cause I'm worried about her but she was with a good friend so i knew she was in good hands. Come morning time she calls me at 830 saying she needs help. I go over there is fast as I can. When I got there she was in a cold sweat and didn't seem to be in good shape. I didn't know what to do so I just watched her sleep looking at her heart beat as in was pumping out blood so fast cause of the pills. I mean I was worried. I knew that it was serious but not serious enough to call the hospital. After 30 minutes she would get up and just threw up. I mean I've never heard a sound like that, I mean the sound I've heard so many times but this time it was like made me feel scared/confused/worried and so much more. I mean it really did something to me. It made me relize how much this girl means to me and how I don't want to see her in pain. I mean I think it hurt me more to see her in her own pain then it did to me. I can't belive how lucky she is. I mean I don't know how serious it was but too me it was quite frightening. I hope she never does something again. I hate seeing her in pain like she was today. I mean i felt helpless like there is nothing I could do for her except hope for the best and hope she pulls through. Cause as of now she is doing good but it's scary. So much love to you...

Well Good news. Lets see how can I say this Bryan.

Bravo Bravo Bravo Yup

Happy for ya man. It gets better.  ¶ 5:15 PM 0 Comments

  Last night was such a good time. At first Bryan and I hung out at Brooke's block party for a bit which was fun cause it was good clean fun and I was talking to these girls who listiened to shitty music. I was trying to help them out. Wow I do so much for kids now a days. I got to go on a jumping castle and I relized how much I've grown up. Cause I remember those being so much fun but last nite it was like ehhhh. After I hung with Brooke and some other folks I went to Leanns just to hang out and see what was up but it turned out that it started to become a party. It wasn't a huge party or nothing but it got kind of big. It's fun there we're two oppertunities where I could of met girls but for some reason I didn't want to at all. I mean I think it has something to do with this girl I hang out with all the time but I though it was quite strange.   ¶ 3:34 PM 0 Comments

  Starting Line was amazing. They put on such a great show even after the equipment was breaking but it didn't matter. They are so good and I can't wait til there cd comes out and the warped tour. It's going to be sweet.  ¶ 12:00 AM 0 Comments

  I can say that I havn't been on a computer and a really long time and that is something new to me. Summer begun and it's already been such a great time. After partying it up on tuesday night with all the graduation parties and what not I begun on my journey with the fellas Bryan, Brian, Mike and Tyler to canyon lake outside of phx. It's only about four hours away from here which isn't bad at all. We just went to this lake and went through many challenges and obstacles that got in our way but it didn't matter at all because we had such a good time. We got to go tubing, water sking and cliff diving. It was so much fun doing all that. I mean I was pretty excited when I jumped from high things into water. I mean when you hit the water it was like a slap in the face. It was worth it thou. I have so many stories to tell about the lake but as I'm writing this ( as i frolic through the field of flowers and butterflies on the pedals) I feel like I'm in a boat right now. And it's really trippin me up. All i know is that trips like that is priceless. I'm so glad that I went on that and got to hang with them as much as I do now. They are the greatest guys ever. Just so people out there know I cut my hair. Starting Line is tomorrow and it's going to be incredible cause I love that band. Thanks guys.  ¶ 11:57 PM 0 Comments

  Well I wrote a long thing about what I did this weekend and me being an idiot closed the screen. So. I will say this swam, worked, drove, listened, drove, sat, fought, sleeped, star wars, concert, friends, swam, partied, denny's, drove, slept. Ohh yeah Hi Morgan you Rule!! Happy B-day.  ¶ 8:47 PM 0 Comments

  Now that I've calculated it I think I only have three more days of school. That is whack. Well I guess I've been happy latley cause I havn't been writing in this as much so believe me guys it's a good thing.   ¶ 10:09 PM 0 Comments

  As the yearbooks our out and hasn't yet hit me that I'm going to be done with my Junior year. I mean I'm signing have a good summer but yet it's not here yet. I mean I want it to hit but it hasn't. I guess I'm down with most of my classes except I have a couple of finals that I need to actully study for.

This weekend I havn't got any sleep at all and it's making me CRAZY!! Actully it's not I'm just tired as can be. Well all I know that it's going to suck next year without all the seniors. I mean didn't relize til this last week of school of how many seniors that i'm going to miss. I mean just being on campus next year and not recognizing anyone is just going to be ridiculous. Well I'm out.
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  What a weekend. I could honestly say that this weekend has been one great weekend. It started off on friday by going to school then after that Kelly and I bought flowers for my mom for mothers day. I went and delivered them to her personally. She started to cry cause she was so happy and it made me feel so greatful for a mom that loves me so much. I mean she honestly is the greatest mom. After that Kelly and I hung out for a bit then the boys and I went off to the yearbook signing party which was all in all a really good time. Then we we're off to go to Doradostock. That show was a really fun show cause I got to see all these kids that I've never seen before in my life. There was also a lot of breeding for inside jokes at that one. After that we have a tradition of fight club at this local park. That was fun while it lasted until the cops showed up and ruined the fun. Then we decide to go party hard so we hit up three parties that night and called it a night.

On saturday Jesse had a show going on at his house and it was great because they're was some bands that I've never heard or seen before and was blown away by some of them. I guess you could say that that night was the steve show cause he had 4 bands going on that night after that and went to a party and started to have some drinks and kind of screwed up things for adam which i fell like a complete ass cause i didn't know what i was saying. There we're a lot of people there and then we headed up to this other party and had some drinks and it was all in all a good party night. I came home and then everyone had already crashed and it was all good.   ¶ 12:39 PM 0 Comments

  This week has been great. I have the best friends in the world. A great girl that is just amazing towards me. My grades are good. School is almost out I'm just doing the last of my homework. In less then a week I will be on my way to summer. Summer is the best. Endless sleep in til 3 in the afternoon. Hanging with friends at night trying to find something fun to do. Hanging with the ladies too. Going to some great summer concerts. It's going to be the best.

Well I've had a bunch of stupid crushes this year and it's lame. So to all those girls that I've mentioned in her *cough cough sarah ashlyn cough cough* I'm over you. Man i'm lame. I'm saying i'm over a girl that doens't even know that I have a crush on them. ;l879o76-- that was me punching myself in the stomach for that one.

Tomorrow and Saturday are going to be some good times. Hanging with kelly in the afternoon. Get my yearbook. Go to doradostock. Go to fight club. Then sunday where the anti weezer show. Then crashing at my house.  ¶ 10:44 PM 0 Comments

  Wow finally a good day has came to me....

I woke up to Kelly waking me up from bed with a loud "Matthew" and I preceeded to take a shower while she made me breakfest. Yes she made me breakfest. She keeps doing the niceist things for me and i just have so much love to her. I mean she mad some good potatoes. After getting some breakfest before school I had a normal day then I went to Bryans and made some finger jokes mad some fat jokes touched kizzy's arm and just chilled there having a normal bryans fun house time. After that we went to the baseball game and met up with some kids there and hayley and victoria and marisa we're there. I talked to them and it was fun except Hayley wanted micheal to be there but she knew he had homework. Well anyways I talked to all those girls and was just living the high school life. After the game Anquiz and I went to metro to met up with this one guy to go to Hollister to check out bikini tuesday. That ended up failing. When I got home kelly was there and I got to say good night and I was fun to have a great day once again.  ¶ 9:56 PM 0 Comments

  I don't feel good.  ¶ 10:04 AM 0 Comments

  Just saw spider man twice and all i can say is one thing: Spider man is fucking amazing, i want to be like him and if he likes babies i would like to make some with him. What keeps spider man down? Nothing. Why? cause hes the best around.


Thats the end of that chapter.

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  In the weeks to come I will soon be on my way to become a senior. After all those year of hard work and squinted eyes I will soon be on my way of becoming a bum by beavers. Nah that won't happen. The only thing that will suck next year is all my upperclass friends won't be there at all. That is just going to be crazy cause we will be the upperclass. (I live in La Reserve). All you upperclass boys Micheal, Brian, and Travis hope to see you a lot when you go off to college. All I know is we're gonna party hard.  ¶ 8:46 PM 0 Comments