Wanted:

Someone to take over my body while my thoughts are left to me on a top of a ski slope where I can be there at peace with no chaos around me. When I reach that point I want to be there and look at everything thing that surronds me. Like it would be like an endless horizon. There would be aspens covered with freshly fallen snow. The mountain birds would rock out to other birds rocking out. I could be up there alone. Alone with nothing but what is real. None of natures mistakes. All that is prized by man would not be there. That's what I need. I want to lay back on a moss covered rock and hear the water churn down on it's way down the mountain to a pond where new life is being created. All i've been thinking about it getting away. This is where I go. Not some new city or anything of that. I just want to be somewhere where I can enjoy my surrondings. It's not that I don't enjoy them here it's just that I feel as if I'm sick of having a shitty car.  ¶ 10:48 PM 0 Comments

  HEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHA


Is that scary?
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  Craig had a surprise birthday party tonight in phoenix and I went to go surprise him. It was worth the long drive by myself. When I got there all the phoenix kids we're like Matt. Which was awesome, cause the greeting wasn't Matt Ritzel he loves the cock from his T-1 teacher. Well they had this karokee thing set up and that thing was a blast. I mean I did some old 80's songs and then Brought in The starting line and sang to that and of course new found glory which was so much fun. I was having fun. Then we started to watch Jay and Silent Bob where I learned where everyone is getting lines from. Craig has a pool table and i didn't see kelsey under it but we started to play stip pool. These two girls and these guys we're battling it out. In the end I got to see two sets of nice boobies and I was down into my boxers (blunt?) then i came home and did this.  ¶ 1:52 AM 0 Comments

  Last night I wanted tp party hard but I couldn't at all. Cause today I had defense driving. It was the worse thing ever. I had to wake up at 630 adn then head down there cause I didn't know where it was. I finally found it and was there at 720. Then the instructor never showed up so I had to wait til 900 when this other guy showed up and saved the day. Pssh. I got out at like 330 and it was the worst thing ever. I knew pretty much everything and had a lot of fun playing boxes with my buddies.  ¶ 4:28 PM 0 Comments

  Someone told me they we're overwhelmed. I think I feel that same way right now.   ¶ 9:51 PM 0 Comments

  I want to move to Colorado.I wish I was moving tomorrow. Get away from everything. Like how cat town dad's say i'm on vacation and never come back.  ¶ 3:37 PM 0 Comments

  Prom.

Me and Tony are anziously waiting for Kelly and Ashley to arrive at my house so we can eat dinner. We decided to eat there cause my dad is a really good cook. So Tony gets to my house at around 7 while Kelly and Ashley don't show up till 8. WE just hung out for a bit. So they arrived and Kelly looked absolutly gorgeous. SHe looked so good with everything i can't even say. Her hair thing was awesome and her loopy earrings to her leather jacket to her nice pants. Well she looked beutiful. Then there was me with my tux and shaggy hair. I was like why is she coming with me. So we sit down to eat dinner and I was kind of shy cause I've never really talked to ashley. She's a nice girl and it's cool that I actully got to talk to her. So we eat dinner and we all get pretty full pretty quickly and then we are off to prom. Long to my behold Ashley happened to have a new new found glory song which was amazing that I almost cried with joy cause it's so good and I was having a great time already. We get there in are walking in and I feel like 100 bucks. Yeah i felt good. So we finally got there to the dance floor. I said my hi's to kids and then I started to dance with kelly and that's when the fun begun. Kelly is one of the coolest people i know and i do not get why she hangs out with me. She's like i just am so happy that we're friends and all that and boy can she dance. I guess it helps to learn how to dance in New york first. I was so happy that I got to go with her to prom and have some nice dances with her. Even them nice slow ones. I was up there for the longest time dancing. I got hot at times and got water. While i was out getting water I saw sarah in her white dress looking so so good. Now sarah is a girl that I've had a crush on since last year and sometimes freeze when i talk to her. THen when I went up again and i started to dance with Hayley. Hayley is a girl that I've always have been good friends with and it was great dancing with her cause she's one of the girls that has been super cool to me all year and I don't know there's something about her that makes me happy when i dance. I saw sarah up on the stage dancing. SO i started to dance with her. It was so much fun i can't even say how fun it was. I was getting all freaky with her. Ooo that sounded dirty. but believe me to those who saw it was. I swear I was up there forever dancing the night away having the time of my life. I was having an incredible time. Then it was off to the after parties...

WE get to kellys at like 1240 to change into some more comfortable cloths and have ashley and tony call there moms to make sure they were in safely. Then we got the drinks ready and we're on are way to a party. I started taking some drinks and so did kelly. we got to the party and that's when i draw some blanks. I remember that i was having such a good time and everybody was doing good. I saw hayley do a triple kiss which was awesome for anquiz. wow it was just fun all around. don't remember too much to say. went home right as the sun was coming up and went to bed at kelly's house. me and ashley had some good stories to share and then the night was over.

One of the best night's of my life. Thanks kelly for going with me.  ¶ 2:54 PM 0 Comments

  Prom is tomorrow and I feel it's going to be one of the best nights of my life. I hope Kelly and I have a good time along with everyone else I know and there dates. Til then.  ¶ 12:34 AM 0 Comments

  New Midtown cd is so so so soo good. Go buy it right now.   ¶ 7:24 PM 0 Comments

  It seems everytime I'm feeling down about myself some band rolls into town and makes me forget about everything, Tonight was one of those nights. Thanks for touring city to city and leaving family for people like me. Thanks P.U.  ¶ 10:40 PM 0 Comments

  I'm feeling more sick today and more of a feeling that I don't want to be here right now. I just want to be at some hotel in some state chillin by the pool with no worries about anything. I would be eating all the doritos and goldfish I wanted. I would soak it all down with some Code red. That's what I would want to do. Looking at the ladies and them looking at me. Well I guess I should start to try and do something about it. All I know is that April 20th is going to be one of the best nights ever. Lots of freak dancing and maybe a whole lot of good times after.  ¶ 9:02 PM 0 Comments

  Poetry... How is should be.

Woke up at 245 today.

I feel stressed.

I feel sick.

Want to start my life.

Don't know how I"m going to start it.

Need the New New Found Glory cd.

Need my old one from Amelia, when she's done with it.

Free video games at Game Works today.

Learned how to take off bra's not that I didn't know.

Want to die.

Just kidding. I really am.

Wish I could make my windshield shoot water from the sides.

Need to do something life changing.

Would like a girlfriend.

Don't know if I want a girlfriend.

Need a new webpage.

I'm not feeling good.

>>-<3->

Yes it is a fish and not a wussy ass arrow thru heart. Cause I'm a man. And men don't do that. GO Patriots!!!



(no i'm not on anything)

(and yes i really have a PhD)

(and no I don't really have a PsD)

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  As I went to bed last night a lot was on my mind. Nothing out of the normal except one thing. Why are Gold fish so good? I mean really? LIke each one taste the same but it's so good. I mean at school when I get food out of the vending machines I always go for the Goldfish.

Yesteday we hatched the Sea-monkeys at Bryans house and it's going to make me proud seeing them grow up. They're still babies know but in two months they'll be full adults.

Yesterday It made me upset. Kelly came over to my house around 5 yesterday and I was in the shower. When I got out she was starting to fall asleep. I talked to her for a bit then she crashed. There was a play that I wanted to go too and wanted her to come and hang out with me for the night. She was too tired and I told her I would call her when it gets out cause i really wanted to hang out with her. I called her house at like 10 and she was already out with some boys. I mean what can you do I see her all the time but for some reason I really wanted to hang out with her that night. She called me and asked if my brother can get her alchohol and after that it made me mad. Well I won't tell her unless she reads this.   ¶ 3:30 PM 0 Comments

  Ohh the jokes we play. Ohh the jokes that the select few think is funny. Ohh how much it sucks for all when one doens't appreciate it at all. Sorry dude.   ¶ 10:50 PM 0 Comments

  Alright so my work told me to comb my hair. My hair does not comb at all. They told me to do that or cut it. I said i would wear a hat instead. I wear my hat and it makes me look like the biggest red neck ever. I feel like a bum. This what I'm going to have to put myself through this for weeks at a time till I decide a good day to cut my hair. I'm doing this for you guys. I'm sacrifice looking good at work where hot girls flock. Just so I have long hair. Remember that I'm doing this for everybody who thinks my hair is cool. Just keep reminding how cool my hair is. Everyday I feel an urge to cut it more and more. It's tough.  ¶ 8:39 PM 0 Comments

  So my guestbook has taken on a life of it's own. It's fun just don't insult Me, Travis, Nick, Bryan, Tyler, John, Seldon, Kara and Rachel. Did I forget anybody else? Nope I think that's it. So please be nice. I'm begging you please be nice.

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  Last night was a normal saturday where there is much to do but it never follows through. IT's all good though cause not everyweekend is going to be compltely amazing. So prom is coming up and I hanvn't got any of my shit together so I need to start doing that. I have one essay do tomorrow which is done but I have two due on tuesday and I havn't progressed in any of them. One is on a poem by Dickinson and I don't know what it means at all.So Kelly is going to see what Dr. Spencer has to say about it. Sorry that this blog sucks.   ¶ 7:48 PM 0 Comments

  Alright so like any normal friday I got out of school at 1230 ish and went to Bryan's and watched this crazy movie about a pizza delivary jigilo. I could not stop laughing. Well anyways I went and eat with my mom which was fun cause I havn't talked to her latly cause I'm always so busy. I ended up being at four different resturants today. That was a little crazy. First Mimi's cafe. Then Paradise where Amelia works. Then applebee's where me and bryan met up with Hayley and Amy. Then to denny's for a bit with Amelia. I saw The goonies tonight with her and she brought a whole bunch of kids who I don't know. So being in that situation was a little awkward but other than that it was nothing. I heard of so many things going on tonight it wasn't even funny. But come tomorrow it will be as slow as always because that's what always happens.  ¶ 12:50 AM 0 Comments

  I got to hang out with Amelia today and it was awesome. She is really amazing and knows a lot more them me. She's quite intelligent and has a really good taste in music. She also has a way with a camera and since she only started this year it seems that she has a natural gift going for her. It's funny because if you know me I get kind of sarcastic and she doesn't know me well enough yet to understand when I'm serious or when I'm kidding. It's great. I guess I'll prolly hang out with her tomorrow which will be fun cause we will be bored together.

WHOEVER IS TALKING SHIT IN MY GUESTBOOK STOP DOING IT IN MINE. IT'S DISRESPECTFUL AND IT'S NOT FUNNY. THE ONLY TRUE PUNK KIDS ARE THOSE WHO WATCHED THE EARLY PUNK BANDS. ARE ANY OF US WHO LISTEN TO "PUNK" THOSE GUYS?? NO, SO TEHREFORE WE ARE ALL COPYING THOSE IN THE PAST. YES PUNK IS DEAD. THE MUSIC ISN'T. IF YOU SIGN IT AGAIN I WILL RESULT IN INSULTING THE GODS.(HATEBREED) SO DON'T MAKE ME DO IT.   ¶ 9:37 PM 0 Comments

  So I've been thinking about it a lot latly. It's been on my mind for a while and yes I think i'm going to do it. I've been thinking and thinking. I've got enough balls to do it but I'm scared. I really am. It means so much to me but I need to do it for myself so I don't keep on living like this with it on my head all the time. I'm going to cut my hair. I'm not going to completly cut it but there won't be much there. I decided this because one having long hair is gettin me in trouble at work. Also it's no fun to have rock out hair when the only thing your rocking out to old new found glory albums. Sorry guys. I know I'm a sell out and I am pullling a seldon.

I got Pumk goes Pop today and It's pretty bad. Of course there are some good songs but some are terrible. The best is The starting line doing i'm real by J. lo  ¶ 8:20 PM 0 Comments

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  So I get to get my picture taken on thursday by this really cool girl named Amelia. I want my pic so I have what my hair looked like. IT's also a great chance to meet a girl who knows more music then I do. I can't wait to see what shes like.  ¶ 8:36 PM 0 Comments

  Girls... Girls... Girls.... Girls I do adore.  ¶ 8:24 PM 0 Comments