Why does it seem my life is pretty good, but yet it's absolutly not. I mean I have friends that are guys then I have friends that are girls but times 20 and that's all it ever is. I mean yes it's good to have friends that are girls, like kelly cause she's prolly my best friend. I mean it seems like I know so many gorgeous girls that I'm absolutly attracted to and I hate hanging out with them. It happens to me way to often. I start to think in my head that I have a chance with the girl and I keep thinking it until I relize that they're talking to me about some guy they like that's a complete asshole. It happens way to much to me. I just don't know what to do. I don't know if in my head I won't look at other girls or what. Not only that but tonight I got a fucking speeding tickit which does not help me at all. As of right now I would be perfectly satisfied of someone blowing up my car. Not only that but that means I will have to go to traffic school. Which I heard is like getting kicked in the balls for 8 hours. Yeah I'm pretty tense right now. I'm not just saying this but I get in a really bad mood anytime the horrible band Finch is in the state of Arizona. Last time they we're hear one of my favorite bands Days Away played with them and I had a horrible time watching them. And they're playing tomorrow so that means not only tonight sucks but tomorrow is going to be worse. Ohh happy easter to all.
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  I went to this bbq last night and got to see Reubens Accomplice again. That was definitly off the hizzy. (note to self: don't ever do that again) That was fun. The best part of it when all the promoters of the show and some of the guys in Limbeck loved my Andrew W.K. cd. LIke It's funny how much shit I get for liking Andrew W.K. I mean they think I think that hes really amazing which he is but I like it because it's fun to listen to and try to take seriously which you can't. What can you do ohh well.  ¶ 1:48 PM 0 Comments

  Well good news guys. After reading the millions of your guy's entries in my guestbook, I have a prom date.  ¶ 8:46 PM 0 Comments

  Nine weeks and counting til I'm done with my junior year. All I know is that I want to make the best out of this summer coming up. I'm going to start living like a teenager. Maybe go to mexico and go have fun down there. Maybe live a little up here. That's my goal for the summer. I need to start thinking about getting a prom date. I would ask kelly but she's doing some wierd thing with Brooke. Which is fine. So i'm thinking about asking some other girls. Which ones? Ok here's the game. Randomly put names who you would think would go with me. SO just put all entries in my guestbook and I'll go from there. THis isn't a sick game. It's just to see if I have any options that I havn't already thought of.

Go!!!!  ¶ 8:15 PM 0 Comments

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  All I know is that getting off work, getting free food from KFC then go to Bryan's beating my first game of War Craft III (hasn't been released yet) and picking up girls at 130 in the morning is quite a night.  ¶ 1:23 AM 0 Comments

  Well let's see what I did tonight. Well sicne I'm 18 my friends and I were bored like always so we decided that we would got to make out point and smoke some cigars. I bought some cheap ass cigars from frys and went up to Make-Out Point in my neighborhood. We were up there just being guys having one of the best times ever. It's great that we can do that and not get in trouble for it.

I went to Zia with Kelly today and It was really fun. Nothing grand happened but it was fun because of her. She makes me happy and for some reason she has her own way of making me happy. Cause I"m usully happy it's just a different happy. It's funny how she broke her flip flops right before Wal-Mart. She would of fit right in. Heheheh

Prevent Falls- Wow! that's all I can say for that band is Wow! or Mom
Bon Jovi- It's them Live at all these different shows. Why not for 8 bucks.
Pop Unknown- can't wait for them to come so I can rock out.
Coheed & Cambria- Really great wierd music. This guy has an amazingly high pitch voice that is incredible.   ¶ 11:45 PM 0 Comments

  Tonight I saw Coheed & Cambria, Recover, The Movielife and Thursday. That was a great show.   ¶ 1:56 AM 0 Comments

  Michelle Branch is absolutly incredible. I got her cd today and I"m completly blown away by it. I saw her video awhile back and was so impressed that I was like I want that cd. So i've been waiting to get it. There are some other cd's that I"ve been wanting and I decided just to get this cd. It's amazing. Everything about it reminds me about relationships and growing up with the boys/girls. It's pretty much a girl rock cd. Except that it's guy rock. Well anyways to all out there go buy it. Not only does she sing but she plays the guitar. That might not be that big of a deal but for some reason with me it makes it so much better. And yet again I have got another crush for another girl for another week.<------ There's one hell of a catchy chorus for ya. It's a must for anybody who reads this to go get Michelle Branch. It's kind of funny how I go from Poison to Michelle Branch. It's wierd how the last two cd's I've gotten arn't indie blah blah. I like the music so I buy it. Makes sense right.

Here are some cd's that I'm going to go purchase soon.
Coheed & Canbria- Wish I had gotten it earlier before they played here which is tomorrow
Pop Unknown- Hope all the songs are rocking
Prevent Falls- Good stuff? yes well to the mp3 I got
Motley Crue- Greatest Hits can't go wrong with that. (Darren is like yes there is)
Punk goes Pop- That looks like it's going to be great for a road trip
Whitesnake- Hehe

I would also tell everyone to watch the Osbourns on MTV. It's the greatest show ever. Well besides The Price is Right.


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  Yeah I got Poison's greatest hits. Next up Motley Creu   ¶ 11:29 PM 0 Comments

  Nothing like hanging out at Village Inn till 1220 in the morning. Yeah it's fun. Ok I'm going to go and try to take some pain killers for my mouth because for some reason my teeth are still killing me. Ok I'm done now.  ¶ 11:46 PM 0 Comments

  All I know is that school sucks, and it doens't help that I still have 5 years to go and still don't have a clue what I'm going to do. I do know that I don't want to be some brainless robot doing the dumbest job ever. This spring break is going to suck because I have a feeling that I'm going to be working most of the days which sucks completly because it's spring break. What can you do, all I know is the one day that I don't have to work is when we drive to New Mexico to get a mean supply of fireworks. This supply will last us through summer and beyond. It's so worth it. Alright I just eat some mad amounts of Pizza Hut so I'm out.  ¶ 8:24 PM 0 Comments

  So I go into to get my wisdom teeth taken out not thinking too much about it. When I go into the room it smells kind of good but yet kind of quesy at the same time. They hook me up with the happy gas and put stickers that feel my heartbeat on me. I was like yeah I;m takin gthis happy gas stuff quite well talking to the guy. He puts the IV in my arm and then next thing I know I'm trying to lay down on this oone bed. I fall asleep there, then try to make it into my mom's car, then into my bed. I fell asleep for most of the day when kelly came over to check on my. It was so nice of her to visit me. Then the next day or night I don't remember cause I'm some crazy drugs she brought me some really good food. I almost cried because it was one of the niciest things anyone has ever done to me. Thanks.  ¶ 6:26 PM 0 Comments

  For the first time this year I won't be at school tomorrow because I'm getting my wisdom teeth pull which is rediculous because they never did anything to hurt me. At all which I'm sad that I have to get rid of them. Atleast I will be able to take some drugs that will make me feel nothing. I guess it's a good thing that i'm not xxx because that would suck to get teeth pulled with out the drugs.

Today was insane. Actully it wasn't at all. All I did was watch movies with kelly and she bit my wrist and it really hurts. I guess i'm a wuss. Kelly that girls is insane. She beats me up all the time it's kind of sad but it's true. Yeah i kicked her ass at super Contra today which was fun because she usully kills me at everything.

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  In in the midsts of my dreams last night I relized two things. One is that I have to many girls that I like and two that these girls won't ever like me. I mean if you've ever talked to me I'm like yeah that girl is amazing and then the next week it will be another girl while I still like last weeks girl. I feel like nothing ever comes of it ever, except a great friendship. Friendship is awesome because you can never have to many people that you can trust completly with your little secrets and while they share stories of what they did when they were kids. Or why they don't want to see guys. I guess it's better to have someone in your life like that because you know that it's not always be about hooking up. Latly I feel that I want a girlfriend. When I think about it in the long run this is our prime. We are going to have the rest of our lives to hook up with girls and go on dates and all that amzing no so amazing situations. Now is our prime, our prime to go play video games, shoot fireworks, hanign out, have casual sex (j/k), and must of all hang out with your friends. Cause friends are what I feel makes a person. Without friends you don't feel complete, you just feel like your in your own world which you are. I'm not saying that having friends is the only way to make you complete but in my case it is. If your by yourself then whose going to laugh at the must pointless things ever or messing with someone who doesn't have a seeing eye. I mean that when your alone in your room you always in complete silence talking in your head wishing you were somewhere else hanging out having fun with your friends, or you wish you were at village inn eatinga chicken ranch sandwich.   ¶ 12:19 PM 0 Comments

  I've decided that any show that you have to buy tickits through tickitmaster is absolutly not going unless i'ts an 80's hair band reunion tour.  ¶ 9:23 PM 0 Comments

  18 years of buliding up my beard, and I'm still on trucking...

Dashboard is tonight.  ¶ 4:18 PM 0 Comments

  Alright everybody, click on the link the bottom left of this entry. Click on BUDDYHEAD once at BUDDYHEAD click on "Rules for audiences of Rock" I admit I've broken some of these from time to time but what can you do. Enjoy. When done reading those click on the link at the bottom for rules for bands it's great.   ¶ 12:37 PM 0 Comments

  I went to a party last night which is something out of the usual for me cause I normally don't like to go to parties because I usully don't know anybody and theres always hot chicks that I wish I could be with. Not be with but be with. It was fun thought cause we left the party to go eat and then went back and figured there would be more people which was true. I talked to some hot girls of course but nothing really special happened during the night except when my contact got cut in half and was wondering around in my eye somewhere. That kind of sucked or when Travis got to see some krout of another kind. The best thing of the night is when Sarah said I was cute and that we will go on a date sometime. Which I'm sure will never happen cause she'll forget that she ever said that. The only thing is I don't know what I'm doing tonight. Oh well, later folks. Time to start thinking about prom dates.  ¶ 3:54 PM 0 Comments