Contemplations of my life
Alright so this week has been pretty bad. I've been late to must of my classes. It seems like girls don't like me except for the nice guy blah blah blah. SO here's what is going to go down. I'm going to ask a girl out on a date and see what happens. If she says no then oh well what can I do about it. Also my english teacher won't let me take a stupid vocab test and now I p robably have a low B which I need my grades to keep up so I can atleast go to college at UofA where the women will flock towards me. IF people stop reading my blog I would understand because it's absolutly terrible. Also what else can I complain about, oh yeah I got my ass kicked my kelly while plaing mario bros. 3 it was terrible. I've never done so bad in my entire life. It was if she was flawless at nintendo. Did anybody notice how hot it is when girls play nintendo and not just screw around but are actully good on. Yeah I thought so. While I'm talking about random stuff, when your stareing at some object adn then a girl walks right into your oath of vision and you relize it after a bit and then move your head real quickly adn then they turn around and catch you. It's the owrst thing ever. Or when your looking at ashlyn and she catches you every single time. What else oh yeah when your driving down to phoenix and get hit my a tire tred. Or when you are walking with a new pair of shoes and you step on two pices of gum.
As of latly nothing good has come into my life at all. Nothing except maybe some friends and some girls but nothing great. Maybe it's some life cycle that happens to everybody. Like everything is going good you got your friends, your family, your health, your academics and your social aspect. Then something just sits you up and kicks you straight in the ass. Out of no where. Like a hurricane. Well you would think it would happen only once a year but it seems with me it goes with the seasons. If that makes any sense at all. So I've been hanging around kelly a lot and it's been fun because she can kick my ass at nintendo which isn't a good thing at all. She also some how makes me feel good anytime I see her. It's really wierd but everytime I see her she puts a smile on my face. I know now that nothing will ever cone of it because she doens't go for guys like me at all, so now I don't have to worry at all and prolly if I wanted to could fart in front of her. I bet who every is reading this right now is like why did he just out that there? Well how many girls have you felt comfortable to fart in front of. Exactly and your also prolly thinkin gwhy am I still reading this. Good question.
The other night I went to bed at 845 it was really exciting because I never go to bed at 8:45. When I went to bed I just went under my covers and laid my head back on my pillow for prolly I would say a good 3 minutes before i went to sleep. So while I was sleeping I'm sure I moved around a bit but I'm not really sure cause I was sleeping. Silly me. So why are you reading this? Your reading about someone going to bed. Wow cbs should call me I'm having more people read how people sleep then people watch survivor. Well on to what I was talking about. Oh yeah, So I was sleeping and sleeping til I think 7:00 in the morning when my mother woke me up to get ready for school. I slowly looked at the alarm clock and took off the covers and proceeded to get out of bed. I was a little disorinated because it was the morning and I'm sure you've been there. I walk to the door tripping over some video games and went to the bathroom. Man when I was in the bathroom it was crazy. I t was insane. Man it was nuts. Alright here it goes...
I put the water on in the shower to hot because it's way to cold for cold water. Duh! I went in the shower and perceded to take a shower. I prolly just let the water on me for ohh I say about 2 minutes and then i started to use the soap. The soap was fun because if you drop it on the right spot in my batch tub you can make a semi half pipe. That part was insane. So then I go to shampoo my hair. I put the shampoo in my hair and rub it in for a bit then rinse. It's crazy because you do the same with conditioner. Man how crazy is that. So I got out and then started to dry off my body. Put on the old B.O protcetor. (That's for the ladies) and put in my seeing domes and put on my boxers and went to my room again to see what to wear. I out on prolly some pants and one of my six new found glory shirts and went to go eat breakfest. After eating breakfest I went to brush my teeth and went to school. Ahh what a day!
Thanks my love... Thanks for everything...
Abby died in the morning today.
When taking out my cars radiator one would have to drain the anti-freeze that is in the radiator. I dranied it into this bowl and left it sitting out in the garage. Last night I come home and decided to start doing my homework. My backpack was in my car and as I turned on the light my dog Abby threw up on the garage floor. I didn't think much of i because I saw a paper towel in it and I thought she just threw that up. So i gave her water and she kept drinking it and drinking it. She drink three bottles of water. I wrote a little note so when my mom and dad would know.
I woke up the in the morning with my dad talking about taking abby to the vet. I heard that she was not in good shape and that she had a 50/50 chance of making it. My dad told me that she drank the anti-freeze that was in the bowl. I never even thought that was why she coul dof thrown up if I knew we could of taking her to the vet quicker. Now they don't know what's going to happen and I feel like shit. Stupid car.
So on thursday my cars radiator broke prolly from the long term effects of the tire hitting my car. I went to to checkers and ordered a new radiator and it's on it's way but it won't get here till wednesday or so. Anyone who is willing to give me a ride to school till my car works again would be greatly appreciated. Well I talked to this girl leah last nite for a bit and it wasn't aboutme hooking up, it was just me talking to this girl and I had no clue she was so smart about things. The last thing I heard she was getting drunk every weekend living the crazy life. I found out many things about her which was cool because she gave me some good girl advice. Well I can say that I was looking forward to Rodeo break but in the end it has ended up sucking pretty bad. Oh well as I always say. Since the last time I looked into my banking account I had like 600 dollars now I have 323 and I have a 120 dollar pay check coming up a 50 dollar cell phone bill and I need to pay half of the radiator bill which will be 125. My next pay check doesn't happen for a week I think. So I'm going to be living from paycheck to paycheck for a bit. But good thing my birthday is coming upon March 5th so maybe I'll get money then. So it seems that everyone has been hooking up with girls which is awesome but I got to admit I'm getting angry and yes jealous. Hey it doens't matter, I have a good life so who cares. Well I do care, well I don't know. Me and B$ are keeping it real!
I'm on break as of knowing that I don't have school tomorrow or friday which is great. Tonight I went and saw JImmy Eat World and Midtown in concert which was a great time. I saw some kids there that I knew but other than that it was Carson's friends. That's what ruined the show is all these dumb kids who only know one song a like to start mosh pits. I'm sorry but those kids have to go. All they are doing as ruining the show for other spectators. This was the first time I saw midtown after owing there cd since it came out. I was really impressed more than I thought I would be. The best part was once I got there the opened by playing Guns n' Roses sweet child of mine. If you know me you know I'm always trying to play that. That was a tip of knowing that It was going to be a good show. They played some of thier new songs which sound really good so I have that to wait for. Jimmy Eat World was awesome of course can't say anything about them besides shere brillance. As of tomorrrow I'm going to go see Day's Away which is a great band. Well that's all there is folks.
What a weekend filled with some good music and some good video games and relizing that I have a lot of friends. Hanging out with David was cool this weekend and how hes such a funny kid.I also kind of got to hang out with Hayley tonight and I forgot how cool she is and why we always get along. *sigh* (I'm stealing this so bad) SO after seeing my old band rock the stage at Rufio made me ponder if I really sucked that bad. I mean I'm out and than the next show they play is opening for Rufio. Man is that insane. Also a lot of people showed up for which was really cool to see. Even though 3/5 of Set in MIles reads this I'd have to say I felt a sense of wish I could be up there and rock out. Take that rocking out to the fullest and you will be on tour in no time. I had a really good time at the show because it seemed that must of the kids that I care about were there. It's starting to feel that Rufio is our neighbors.
If anyone wants to buy Thursday tickits contact me on the above link. Ok so it's not directly above me. Am I good or what? Come see more of that on the 23rd at bookmans.
So today is that oh so favorite day valentines day. I woke up today knowing it was going to be a good day. I went to school only to get one valentine from Victoria which was nice to know that of all people she took the time to write one. So I went to lunch and baught a GBA game Super Mario World which is pretty Tiziat. After doing that I had three plans I could do for Valentiens day. 1] hang out with kelly 2] hang out with mindy 3] hang out with a group of girls. So I choose 1 and 3 because I don't know what happened with mindy. Kelly come over and we hung out for a bit then we went to eat with a bunch of girls at TGI fridays. Don't get the orange chicken. Then after that Kelly and I went bowling. [you like that darren] and chilled at my house for a bit and played nintendo and watched IT. It was a good day. Except that I have visible duct tape on my car.
Well I can say that I live in a world of tremendous technology. I sit in school playing a game boy advance which has superior graphics and I'm making great songs on my computer. While I'm talking to Travis on my cell phone listening to a song that I downloaded off a computer. What a waste of your guys times that have read this. Yeah so this really awesome girl from phoenix just IM me and I"m seriously feel ike a little boy who first say britney spears. That's the feeling I have right now. So yeah I'm going to go see "Crossroads" as soon as I get out of school on friday. So if anyone wants to come let me know. Alright I'm going to go hear some songs from fruity loops.
I made it back. As of right now It really sucks that I'm going to have to fork a lot of money into my car. So I'm doing it for the ladies. Phoenix was a good time only because I met some hot girls in that setting. I also got to catch up a bit with some of my old girl friends. So shout out to all the gangstas in Phoenix. North Carolina c'mon and raise up take your shirt off twist it around your head... spin it like a helicopter.
I'm in Phoenix right now with worries if I will make it back. On the way up here I was driving along listening to some New Found Glory when shreds from a semi tires hits my car. You know all those pices of tires that you see lying on the side of the road? Well I got hit with one except it had some force going and it didn't go to well with my car's velocity. This huge black thing flies onto my car and all I saw was these mean treads printed on my window and my hood dented to almost unrecoginizable. After like two minutes it finally hit me that I could of died in that whole incident. I wasn't scared until alittle bit after. When I got to phoenix I soon found out how much the tire completely fought my car and won. The left front fender is destroyed my front left turn signal is no more and my hood and bumber need to be replaced. Luckily I pulled out of it with flying colors so I'm happy to be here.
As the day turned into night I went to a baseketball game where the heat was on in the stands. There was so much crap being said to the opposing team that in the end something was going to go down. Two people got arrested it was pretty intense. After that we went to a party which was cool cause I met some hot girls and asked them to make out with me as I was leaving. It was so close but nothing happend. Than she asked her friend to make out with me and nothing happened. It was a wothy effort. I think i felt self confident because I most likly won't see these kids again and my new hair cut is rocking! Well tomorrow is the show and that will be fun so until than.
All my hard earned money to my car was annialted by some rubber.
As days go by, and nights turn gray, my heart grows weak. Boom chick boom chick chick.. I'm at the top of my peak you wouldn't think that she wears pink, but when you rapping with the m to the a to the t to the t to the h to the e to the w to the space to the r to the i to the t to the z to the e to the l you know's it's the real me. So all the ladies who bring it down, throw you hands up in the air one time.
Alright it seems to me that a lot has happened this weekend. Yet nothing really happened at all. I invested my fridge money into a game boy advance. I feel it's one of the best ways I've ever spent my money. It's a 32- bit hand held system. I've been playing it non stop and I still have the same batteries. I got irdion 3-d for it which is an alright game, then mario kart circuit which is incredible, and advance wars which is brilliant. I also witnessed one of the best fireworks of ever seen in my life. It had about 2000 firecrackers on it. IT was one of the greatest things I've seen in Arizona. I've pretty much been playing a lot of games and Travis let me borrow hes drums which is cool because I've been putting on cd's and completly ripping the set up. Seriously I'm better than Cyrus. Alright theres always girls out there and I feel that I have a chacne in every single situation I'm caught up with and It never happens. I think I'm the nice guy, ethier that or I need to get some balls and start being assertive when It comes to the ladies. Darren seems to have it all figured out in that. So next weekend I"m headed up to Phoenix to hang with my PHX crew and hopefully she'll be there so I can get to know her better. ;) <------------ Don't normally do that. I've invited all my phoenix crew and Darren told me to invite some girls so hopefully that will turn out.